:: What If ::

" everything just gonna b fine "

we always heard that.
the truth is how long we hv to suffer
b4 that excuse can b true & true again??

" lets bygones be bygones "

we always heard that.
the truth is it always better said than done..

" everything happens for a reason "

we always heard that.
the truth is what if something can be done
in a proper way, & stay calm if something went a wrong way..

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its time to search my soul..

im not good enough really
i hv my own restrictions
in my own behaviours
i want to b forgiven & to forgive
but it seems my hardworks , my initiatives
no more matters.

i knew deep inside of me
i can't change what happened before.
neither i can ignore others judgement
even though how hard i try not to listen
it seems my only option is..
move on with my borrowed times.